اميرة شافيقة

I'VE MOVED.

2010-09-07T17:48:00.001+08:00

OH DEAR, WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS BLOG I ONCE CALLED MY SANCTUARY?

ANYWAYS, I'VE MOVED.
IPREFERTWITTER.TUMBLR.COM

HAVE A NICE DAY!

who says life in poly is so slack? come here and lemme give you a smack on the butt!

2010-05-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

my life revolves around chemistry.
Analytical Chemistry. Physical Chemistry. Basic Biochemistry.

my advise to those still in secondary school.
learn your science and maths well!
and appreciate the free-ness and the lack of assignments you are experiencing.
because there's no such thing as slacking in tertiary life.

행복하다!!

2010-04-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

People who I wanna meet in Singapore-

SHINee - mission accomplished! but I wanna see my Key oppa again!
2pm
2am
Super Junior
DBSK
U-Kiss- soon soon soon!
Big Bang
SNSD
2NE1
Kara
f(x)
MBLAQ
FT Island - done! Lee Hongki oppa!!
Brown Eyed Girls
ZE:A
Lee Hyori

will this be one of my happiest year ever? haha^^

tweet tweet!

2010-04-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

ok I'm on Twitter now.
QenglovesKey. How Cute!^^

샤이니의 헬로 배이비 - 끝? 말도 안대!

2010-04-07T20:29:00.006+08:00

키 어빠! 울지마!
우리 유근이는 항상 당신을 사랑힘나다!
힘들어지마!파이팅 어빠!너무 너무 사랑해!
미소!미소!미소! =))

honestly if you try to translate it using Google it comes out all weird.
oh well.

캬아아아아아아아아아아!!!!!

2010-03-14T21:55:00.005+08:00

hey shawty wassup yo!

well i guess today is one of the happiest days of my life? like duh of course it is!
i got to meet my SHINee just now.and they were freaking awesome.and sexy.
went with ily and mayam.and herk at the very last minute.

since we arrived a bit late, all the front spots were taken up.
but it's alright, the view from the back was great too.
and i believe we saw the boys much more clearer.
those in the barrier enclosed space looked like they were dying from suffocation.
we? we climbed and stood on the benches.
we were singing(shouting), dancing and cheering much to our hearts delight.

thank god i asked for the SHINee balloon at Comics Connection.
thank god i decided to wear orangey-brown to go to the showcase just now.
i just knew SHINee could saw us clearly.
don't try to deny it Key oppa, i knew you saw me waving around like a maniac.
get well soon Key oppa.don't fall sick.

so they sang 누나 너무 예뻐, JoJo and Ring Ding Dong.
i don't think i've ever sang and danced this excitedly my whole life.ever.
well, can i say that my thirty-five bucks was worth it?

SHINee, the next time you come to singapore........
please have a full concert.(featuring DBSK, Super Junior, SNSD and f(x) of course)
제발....부탁해요!
there is absolutely no doubt one hundred percent that i'm gonna come and support you pretty boys.

oh...and by the way,
i actually skipped my last day at work to go to today's showcase.

a sigh of relief(?)

2010-03-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

finally done with my online enrolment.
now what's left are the brown envelope thingy and whatnots.

finally after three months, i am resigning.
i cannot wait for that last day of work.
if only it could be tomorrow.

now all i need to do is to shop for all the necessary and unnecessary(?) things for my new school life.

should i sign up for the Foreign Language Module in Korean when i start school?

hi?

2010-02-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

it just seems like i can't be bothered to update this blog anymore huh?
even right now.

well hi guys.

while doing some front-facing...

2009-12-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

one memorable situation during work was when i met with a Korean mum and son couple.
they were standing behind me looking at the sunblock display i was front-facing and was talking.
of course i had to listen and understood bits and pieces of their conversation.
something along the lines of "this is too expensive.your brother wouldn't wanna use it".
i just can't help it so i asked...(in broken korean)

me: 처기요....한국 사람? (excuse me...are you korean?)
korean customer: 아 에..... (ah..yes i am)
me:ㅋㅋㅋㅋ.....아 안녕하세요!(hehehe...ah hello!)
korean customer:당신은 한국어를 쓸 수 있나요?(you can speak korean?)
me:내가....*racking brain for the right word* 학습(i......learning)
korean customer:와...찰한다!(wah...good for you!)
me:ㅋㅋㅋ...감사함니다!반가워요..!(hehehe...thank you! nice to meet you..!)
korean customer:네...반가워요...안녕하세요!(yes..nice to meet you too...goodbye!)
me:안녕하세요!(goodbye!)

and so that was the only thing that made me happy that whole day.even my supervisor asked me why i was smiling so much even though i had to clear up boxes of stock.

이건 대박...진짜로!

afternoon shift sucks.

2009-12-14T01:08:00.002+08:00

changed my off day from today to last tuesday just to be with my loves at the bungalow.and was it worth it or what?
staying up till 4 in the morning watching movies.waking up at 6 to go to the beach.
i love you guys.

i actually don't have much to talk about.

fatigue-ness

2009-12-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요 아미라 임니다!

i am totally worn out today.
why?
first day at work and already i had to go to two different places.
my feet feels like they are gonna come off any moment now.
but 괜찬하, its totally worth it.^^

classmates are having a chalet outing right now and i can't come because of work.
sheesh.

멍....

2009-11-28T23:41:00.001+08:00

just why do most korean shows i'm watching right now feature one of the things that i wanna do most? BUNGEE JUMPING. 아이구 세상헤.

bungee jumping,white water rafting,mountain climbing,diving,sky diving,sky surfing.
i hope i get to do all this before i die.제발!

그리구,
to SHINee members who got the swine flu take care of yourselves.
to 태민 get well soon.
to 키 오빠 and 민호 오빠 don't get the flu!!! hehe^^

to 재범 오빠,
빨리 둘아와 제발.

와아아아아아아아아!!
i updated.아미라 짱!

인녕!
시링해!

yorobun!! annyong!! ^^

2009-11-12T16:13:00.004+08:00

hey! o levels are totally over!
even so i'm not gonna update this blog on a regular basis anyway.

happy birthday november babies!
to maiyah,jazli,jannahh,nabilah and sufyan,
have a happy life and all the best wishes!
love you guys!^^

ok annyong!

Heartbeat - 2pm comeback performance
saranghaeyo 2pm!^^

timetable

2009-07-25T18:09:00.007+08:00

PRELIMS

Oral:
~~6th august - English~~
~~15th august - اللغة العربية~~
~~22nd august - القران~~

Written:
~~18th august - Science 4 (practical)~~

~~31st august - الفقة و الفرائض~~
~~2nd september - التوحيد و النحو~~
~~3rd september - الإنشاء~~
~~4th september - التفسير~~
~~14th september - الحديث و التاريخ الإسلام~~

~~16th september - BM 1 and Science 3 (chem)~~
~~17th september - IRK 1 and IRK 2~~
~~23rd september - Eng 1 and Science 2 (phy)~~
~~24th september - Eng 2 and Science 1 (phy/chem mcq)~~
~~25th september - Maths 1 and BM 2~~
~~28th september - Maths 2~~
~~29th september - Sastera~~

O-LEVELS

~~2nd july - BM oral~~
~~22nd july - BM listening comprehension~~
~~26th august - Eng oral~~
~~14th october - اللغة العربية 1 و 2~~
~~16th october - IRK 1~~
19th october - IRK 2
22nd october - Science 4 (practical)
26th october - Eng 1 and Eng 2
27th october- Maths 1
28th october - Maths 2
2nd november - Science 3 (chem)
4th november - Science 2 (phy)
10th november - BM 1 and BM 2
11th november - Sastera and Science 1 (phy/chem mcq)

tak ke kecot perot -.-"

كن طالبا للعلم

either or, neither nor.

2009-07-24T16:33:00.001+08:00

i do not know what to post about.that's why this blog has been kinda sparse nowadays.
the other reason? i'm just too tired and hell too worried.

ok bye.

that dpa

2009-06-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

this little thing may or may not concern my future.
but generally speaking, it does.

so, to DPA or not to DPA?
i really am full of doubt that i feel like i need a councillor to guide me through this.
but i know i don't.
all i need is a rational mind and a whole lot of logical thinking.
and i have to follow my heart too.right?

DPA.what's that?
go to my class blog, my darling 4209.

bitten.

2009-06-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

why on earth am i so prone to mosquito bites?
i get bitten once and it spreads all over my body.
like seriously.
any remedies?

oh yeah, daddy's home.

nuh

2009-06-10T11:09:00.003+08:00

well to those who have heard it,

my dad got admitted into hospital on monday.

i'm feeling bewildered.

10.54 pm:

so the doctors scanned my dad.

a small vein in his brain/head burst and may lead to a stroke.

pray for me.pray for him.pray for us.

will you?

Rebutia.

2009-06-05T22:02:00.003+08:00

don't you guys just miss Rebutia?

Poknik, Abii, facis?

the forest, the grass, the mud, the sand, the rain?

the toilet, the river, the ice cold water, the slides?

the ants, the lizards, the leeches, the cats?

araso!

2009-05-27T21:08:00.001+08:00

right now i'm getting addicted to a lot of things.
and one of them is this,

at times like this.

2009-05-25T20:12:00.003+08:00

sometimes,
i feel like never coming home again.
sometimes,
i feel like all i want to do is to fly far away.
sometimes,
i feel like being alone is the best companion.ever.

the further you go, the more you have to be proud of.at the same time, in order to come a long way, you have to be behind to begin with.in the end, though, maybe it's not how you reach a place that matters.
just that you get there.

don't let me fall.

2009-05-18T08:39:00.001+08:00

well yeah, Mid-Years are over.
God, i feel so free.
i guess not studying makes me feel kinda...hollow now?

ah anyways,
happy birthday pa!

The Puteri Pacific, Johor Baru.

2009-05-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

kenape siput babi jalan lambat?

-sebab die lagi fikir die ni siput ke babi.

-___________________________-"

it's not over.yet.

2009-05-16T14:18:00.002+08:00

Mid-Years are over, finally.
i am not happy with the way things turned out.and of course its my fault.

well for one thing, i screwed my Chem 3 paper.along with most of the others.
i guess i can do nothing but wait for the results patiently and try even harder next time.
and i won't even have to wait long for that 'next time' to come.
so i can't just sit back and relax.right?

it's been too long.

2009-05-09T23:29:00.001+08:00

Gerard Way, still sexy as ever.
HAHAHA.ok bye.

i definitely miss.

2009-05-07T13:55:00.004+08:00

i last posted last month? how fast time flies.
to think that i was all freaked out about how exams are coming before and now i'm almost halfway done.

10 papers down, 9 more to go!

i never thought that sitting in the cold exam hall can be fun.especially when i've got the class clown(s) sitting in front of me.and surrounded by the loveliest people.thanks a lot you guys.

i'm just mystified.why on earth is the duration for Science 1 an hour?
it's barely enough time to complete the paper.where did the extra 15 mins go?

i've been sleeping for less than 4 hours everyday.i'm so gonna be a zombie with all the caffeine stuffed inside me.

4209, can we please have LJs after exams? please? =))

before i forget,
happy 16th my dear friend Abdur Rahim!
all the best for your exams and may Allah bless you!

dislike.

2009-04-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

i hate it.i just hate it.
i despise it when people take what you have.
i despise it when you feel like that one thing thats yours, people take it away.
i despise it when that one thing you said first and people start claiming its theirs.
come on people, get a grip.

yes, i may sound like a hypocritical person.but what you see is what you get.
i am overprotective.i am overpowering.i am helpless about it.

and i truly detest it when people go beyond the line.HELL.

sometimes i just can't help but think that some people,
just by existing they are already invading my privacy.

i am sorry, no pun intended.at all.

patience

2009-04-19T14:30:00.002+08:00

Mid-Years are just around the corner.the days can be counted.
i will be on hiatus for the time being.unless i can't hold myself back anymore then i shall blog again.

Quran oral tomorrow.seven pages altogether, and i'm only on page four.

cuti?

2009-04-13T21:33:00.005+08:00

sempena acara Maulud yang dianjurkan Madrasah Wak Tanjong semalam, hari ini para pelajar MWTI diberi cuti sehari.dapatlah kami rehat sesekali, dan tidak lupa juga kami mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengulangkaji pelajaran(serious tak bedek).

saya pula dapat menghantar anak saudara kesayangan saya ke sekolah buat pertama kalinya.lihatlah betapa riangnya dia pabila melihat bahawa saya yang akan menghantarnya ke sekolah.

bila dia sudah tamat waktu sekolah, saya pun mengambilnya pulang.sewaktu dalam perjalanan pulang ada suatu cerita kelakar.tak tahulah kalau pada anda semua kelakar atau tidak, tetapi pada saya kelakar dan comel.

di kolong blok rumah saya ada upacara cina mati.ada pula seorang apek yang lalu ditepi saya dengan membawa lilin yang menyala.wani(anak saudara saya) pun berteriak " biya!!(nama panggilan saya, saya tau comelkan?) happy birthday cake!!"
adakah patut lilin cina mati die kata birthday cake? dasar kanak-kanak betol.
dah lah apek tu tersengih-sengih depan mayat tu.

di rumah pula saya mengajarnya bermain dengan api.saya tahu merbahaya, tapi suka hati sayalah nak buat apa.kan?

tidak lupa juga pada hari ini ada dua orang teman saya yang tersayang yang menyambut hari lahir mereka.

yang pertama ialah Nuruddin Hashim yang menyambut hari lahirnya yang ke enam belas hari ini.walaupun setiap kali bersua dia tidak akan lupa untuk mengeluarkan lidahnya terhadap saya, dia jugalah salah seorang kawan yang sentiasa buat saya tersenyum lebar.

dan yang kedua pula, merupakan salah satu kakak saya yang paling saya sayang dan rindu.dia itu kakak Siti Nur Atiqah yang menyambut hari lahirnya yang ke sembilan belas hari ini.dialah tempat saya tumpang manja di sekolah dahulu(please ah kak tiqah layankan aje eh?).dia pon cute dan adorable, macam saya jugak.

pada mereka berdua, selamat hari lahir.semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.
saya bersyukur sangat-sangat kerana dapt berjumpa dengan orang yang cool dan happening macam korang berdua.dan yang paling penting jangan lupa saya ok? =))

pasti ada yang tertanya-tanya, mengapa hari ini saya bertutur dalam bahasa melayu.
suka hati sayalah.tak gitu?

ok bye.

woah yeah.

2009-04-05T19:42:00.002+08:00

yes i know i have not been updating lately.but i have a reason, just like everything else in the world does.

so what happened?

i became vulnerable to a long-time-no-see-friend.
his name is fever.

i have been sick the whole week.started monday in class.tuesday i took a half-day school.wednesday i was absent.thursday and friday i was present but still sick.saturday i was better.and today i think its coming back.

i guess he's not so friendly after all.

so much for an update.

penat, sangat-sangat.

2009-03-29T23:02:00.001+08:00

besok sekolah.homework belom habes buat.baik pe myra?

saye risau lah.phm tak?

a pact

2009-03-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

holidays are over people. O.V.E.R.
there's no more time for procrastination anymore.just have to put that ass up on the line and get down dirty.

i made myself a deal.
for every month i work hard i need to play hard to.

when a picture says a million words

2009-03-19T23:47:00.008+08:00

ok it's actually 20.03.09 today.i am editing yesterday's post.here's a newer version of the picture.enjoy!

look at didi's picture, then look at mad's.he's saying 'what the heck adi?'
fattah in the middle of the first row is saying 'confirm tk confirm adi?'
yan beside him is saying 'siow chi kong ah!' -.-"
jazli at the end of the first row is saying 'whatever ah' (with the constant face, of course)
look at the second row, then look at isa's picture.he's saying 'i do not know these girls'
and maiyah at the end of the second row is saying 'WHAT?!'
jiji in the middle of the third row is holding her breath,because her B.O.K .
and if you notice herk, diagonally upwards towards the right, is doing the same thing because she can't stand it.
and so is myra beside jiji.holding in a huge breath!

God i'm having a LOT of fun doing this.

I Love You Guys =))

SIAPA-SIAPA YANG INGIN MENAMBAH CERITA DIPERSILAKAN KE TAGBOARD.

one word

2009-03-18T16:38:00.003+08:00

its amazing how a lot of things can be an analogy to life.like food, weather, colours and even words.
but what is that one word that suits everyone? its interesting.

emotional much

2009-03-14T07:40:00.005+08:00

those two lines, they just break my heart.
to know that someday we will part.
after all that we've been through.
after all the laughs we had.
after all the tears we shed.
one of these days we will go on our own ways.
let us cherish our last seconds together.
but don't forget me will you?
don't forget us.

my 4209- ! نحن أسرة واحدة

unclog my brain, please.

2009-03-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

bak kate pepatah Fattah, "kau pk aku ni babu kau pe?"
there i said it.how i wish i could just say it to your ugly face.

today,
i decided that i'm going to quit the tuition at Kassim Mosque.

today,
i was either demoted or promoted from NF designer to NF asst. event organiser.
meaning i will be assisting Fattah (=.=" ). meaning that i swapped places with jakk.

today,
i figured out that i need a new book to read.
My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult please.

today,
i was happy because you were not there.

today,
i saved $2 and i am so proud of myself.

today,
i am being so freaking random.

lastly today,
i realised that O-levels are just around the corner!

what the fish?!

congratulations my darlings!

2009-03-01T14:00:00.006+08:00

i am so proud of my babies!

Nadhzryna and Nabilah for the Maths Competition.
and Muhammad, Isa, Hilwani and Sumaiyah for the Kuiz Pengetahuan Am.

results?

Maths - not yet known.
Kuiz Pengetahuan Am - we got into FINALS!

i love Love LOVE all of you!

after the Maths Competition.

my loves,
it doesn't matter if we win or lose.all that's matter is that we have tried our very best and we never give up.
even by just trying, we have made ourselves proud.we have made our school proud.
but the utmost important is, we know that our love willl never end.

we? we are family! ! نحن اسرة واحدة

for more of our lovely lovey dovey pictures, please proceed to 4209's blog

or

click here for my Facebook album.

i beg ya!

2009-02-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

i need a new phone.
i want Sony Ericson Idou.
anyone with a golden heart out there?

slow down.

2009-02-15T18:45:00.004+08:00

"we're done, but it's not over."

we are done campaigning.Nadi Furqan received quite a response this year and everyone know why.but nevertheless, we will try our greatest to give them all the best.

dang i'm tired.

Support Furqan! Jayyid Nadi Furqan!

oh for entertainment's sake,

one more,

Desolation Row!

ok bye(Fattah style)

stop.

2009-02-08T23:39:00.004+08:00

i am really exhausted.

what with the campaign, school, stuff and you.

i am going to be on a long hiatus.
will you miss me? ;)

10th- maths test
12th- chem test
14th- club intro/campaign
21st- club commences.

wowweee!

what next?

2009-02-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

ربنا لا تزغ قلوبنا بعد اذ هديتنا وهبلنا من لدنك الرحمة انك انت الوهاب

read me if you can

2009-02-01T21:26:00.003+08:00

i shiver through the heat
i sweat through the cold
the tears come naturally
the heart skips a beat
and my teeth chatter violently until i am on the verge of vomiting.
i go blind, visual purple gone bleached
my brain forgot how to function, i can't think
my mouth goes dry
and i can't hear the world
i lost the feeling of all my senses.

watch my life pass me by
make me whole once again.

my Ustazah Rozannah

2009-02-01T11:05:00.002+08:00

this person here is my favourite Ustazah.
she's not just that, but she's like a sister and bestfriend too.

i will pray the best for her and her family, especially Tuqa =) .
i love you Ustazah!

and i will miss the munaqashah sessions the class had with you at the library =))

animal-ism

2009-01-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday's funny story involved a big lizard that looked like a rock. =)

and its the last day of January.

Internet Explorer sucks, Mozilla Firefox rocks.

okay bye.

another january

2009-01-27T22:13:00.006+08:00

i cannot believe that i had forgotten a january baby.

my Yee,
i'm sorry but it was unintentional.

so here goes.

gambar gelap ah, lupe nk edit.

asl ade muke aku, aku cukup bahagie.

Nur Atiqah Abdul Malik Yee
(that is a very long name.i cannot imagine your suffering in kindergarten trying to learn how to spell it.)

walaupun kau bulat, walaupun kau selenge(mcm aku jgk ah), walaupun kite same-same kental cacat dan bacen.
aku akan sayang kau sampai bile-bile.

sekarang kau dah ENAM BELAS TAHON(mase aku akan tibe nnti!), lobang idong maintain ah.jangan ngantok-ngantok selalu.kalau nk tido ajak aku sekali jadi malam-malam bole jadi scandal dan bantal pelok same-same.

dan aku juge berterime kasih sangat-sangat sebab kau jadi teman scandal Dayah.
jadi tkya lah die nk manje-manje ngn aku kn?
=)

teringat aku waktu Furqan Camp, kau tido sebelah aku cam personal bantal.kau tak bobal ngn aku tapi kau anta sms.walaupun kenangan kental tapi aku ingt sampai skrg.
sebab aku sayang kau.

walau apa pun jua,
selamat hari lahir yang ke-16 (280109, dan aku tau Nadhz benci kau sbb same birthday ngn Hady Mirza)
ah, aku tak tau camne nk bobal dalam melayu jadi,
may Allah bless you always and i love you.

and happy Chinese New Year Yee!
dtg skola bsk bawak ang pow ok?

my Yee,
jangan amek hati eh ngn post yg tk seberape ni.
hanya kata kasih dan gurau senda semate-mate.

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ah lupe nk ckp.
terime kaseh sebab tlng amekkn gambar aku yg sunngoh hot nih. =))

ok ah tk penting tau.

dan kau patot berterime kaseh sebab inilah post aku yg terpanjang dalam bahase melayu.
ok the only post yg menggunekn bahase melayu sepenohnye. XD

lagi tk penting.

the sun, the moon and the sky.

2009-01-27T08:56:00.003+08:00

yesterday i witnessed an eclipse.
though it looks beautiful,
i realised that it is not long before time comes.

the second thing that i realised was that
i can never escape from the reality of life.
there will always be hardships in life.
and if we are lucky enough,
we'll find a loophole to get through.

volcano

2009-01-25T07:06:00.004+08:00

it builds up inside,
layer by layer,
it simmers and boil,
tiny bubbles form,
then everything is tinted red with fury,
and suddenly
BOOM!!!
i explode.

HAHAHAHAHA.
ketawe tkde iman sey.

la ba'sa ya bint,
insyaAllah bi'iznillah khair.

january

2009-01-17T22:17:00.006+08:00

happy 16th to all my lovely friends (:

130109-

to Nurhanisa,

the speaker and the sister that i will always love.

180109-
to Abdul Fattah,
the one who always shares a laugh with me, the one who has stolen most of my pens and pencils and i love him.

210109-
to Hafi Zainor,
the one who never fails to crack me up, the one who will forever be my hobbit and i love him too.

may Allah bless all of you.

one hour late

2009-01-14T19:46:00.006+08:00

i am updating because i have a story to tell.and if i didn't maybe i won't be updating anyway.

so today i woke up at 6 am.some of you may say, what's the big deal? i'll tell ya, i catch the freaking bus at 6 am! in fact i get out of the house at exactly 5.50 am every single morning!

but not this morning.my alarm rang at 5.10, as it always does.i turned it off thinking i could get another five minutes.now don't blame me, i slept at 1-2 am.
my father should have shaken me awake, but he went for his shower first.
and he panicked when he stepped out of the bathroom and saw that it was 6 already.

in 15 minutes, i got showered and dressed.no more time for busrides anymore, i took a cab to the interchange.and still i was late.

i'm trying not to be biased.so i'll say that it was everyone's fault.can?

amidst all the rush, i forgot one very important/vital/crucial.
i forgot to wear my sunblock! SCREAM.

news with Qeng

2009-01-10T23:32:00.005+08:00

oh big news!
i'm dropping bio!
ok no comments on that.

and yes, i do regret having to do that.but i have no other choice.and from now on, i have to work extra extra hard if i want to excel.
i.am.not.happy.with.myself.

and here's what the class looks like now.

the theme revolves around Prelims and O Levels. n_n"

oh hey!

2009-01-04T11:27:00.003+08:00

for one thing, i get distracted too easily.so hey! its 2009 already!

and may i add that wani went through nursery smoothly.even more smoothly than i had anticipated.mom said that she never cried or threw tantrums.but instead she ran around, played and made a chaos.just like i was when i was a kindergartner. ((:
and kudos to mom for finally learning to use her sucky camera phone.

well this year i have no excuse for skipping my exercise, because my class is located at the fifth level for crying out loud!all the energy from whatever breakfast i had(which is usually never) just flies out the window and i find myself crawling on the staircase not able to feel my own legs.

one most important thing is, diva and i will have to put extra effort into our marathon to get to the canteen first.we did well on the first day.when the announcement said it was time for the second recess, we literally flew out the classroom and down the stairs.it felt like a neverending trip to nowhere in the staircase, like we were never gonna meet the ground level(i actually groaned with relieve when we did).we were the first ones there!and we were already eating when the rest was still ordering.so diva, we'll just have to put up with that for the rest of the year.

however this year is still unfair for me.for the past three years i have studied in this school, i have always sat beside the window.but not this year.the guys have claimed all the seats there.so there goes my tradition. n_n

i noticed that some people are getting taller.for the love of God, when am i gonna grow?will i be stuck forever being a pathetic 1.53?? ($_$ people!) goodness!

all in all, i'm sure this year will be great.

thank you Iqbal

2008-12-29T12:16:00.003+08:00

Iqbal Firdaus my dear cousin, i'm doing this for you. n_n

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-myra
-myrott
-qeng

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
-qeng
-myrott syafiqeng
- um i dunno? :\

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
-just woke up
-showered
-chat

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-my brown eyes (thanks mama!)
-my ability to pay attention
-my ability to eat, alot!

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-my inability to restrain from cursing heh
-my very short temper
-moments when i let myself be too nice even when i shouldn't

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
-part javanese
-part malay
-part thai (seriously no joke!)

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
-God
-all animals especially creepy crawlies (zoophobic)
-failure

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-shirt
-shorts
-do i have to tell? :\

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-food!!
-water
-internet

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
-money
-handphone
-laptop

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
-My Chemical Romance
-We The Kings
-Plain White T's

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
-eat.alot!
-go shopping
-hang out with my girls

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
-kasih kekasih(don't laugh! n_n)
-Clair de Lune by Debussy
-i will be by Avril Lavigne

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
-be consistent in studies
-be a better person
-have more money

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
-that.
-those.
-that.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
-fun
-understanding
-fidelity

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
i dunno. really.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
-i miss my school
-i love all my friends
-i hate to eat ((:

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
-eyes
-hair
-long legs

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
-humour
-spontaneous
-independence

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
-watch an action movie
-listen to malay songs especially those slow mellow ones
-save money

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
-the simple carefree life
-my blemish free skin
-my quietness

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
-new Sony Ericson phone((:
-iPod touch
-any kinda gift actually

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
-family
-the tests that God has put me through
-friends who have guided me

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
-reading
-laptopping
-eating

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
-go shopping
-read more
-eat!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
-medical science
-psychiatrist
-something in the lab

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
-paris, france
-new york, USA
-venice, italy

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
-bugs bunny
-daffy duck
-tweety bird

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
-fattah
-sufyan
-adi
(don't ask why but they are the first three persons that come to my mind((: )

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
-nadhz
-jakk
-ilah

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
-taste whatever that is halal
-tell everyone that has been in my life how grateful i am to them
-taubat!

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
okay who shall i curse. hmm.
-fareng! (cause i dunno, i love her? )
-jakk! (cause she's my twin!)
-nadhz! (cause she's the best diva! )

ok Iqbal i'm done.

96 hours ago

2008-12-28T13:46:00.008+08:00

i was gone and now i'm back.

so Furqan Camp was not that bad.despite the lack of participants it still went well.i swear the next time we have a camp(probably Ibadah Challenge 09) i will force all those juniors to attend.HAH! such evilness.i mean this camp is compulsory for all freshmen for god's sake.

being an emcee is nerve-wrecking.i never thought that being one will be that hard.try to excite a crowd of tweens and you know what i mean.and i got a sore throat too.

photos are not with me.actually i didn't even take any pictures.
lazy tired distracted.

by the way,

see the one in white? that's my diva, my exsdare(don't ask), my drama-mama partner.she turned the big one-five the day after christmas.so happy 15th darling!
do wait patiently for your i/c next year ok XD ! jokejoke.
may Allah bless you with all things good and please always remember that
i love you. ((:

sidetrack-

in the past 24 hours i have watched Twilight, Angus thongs and perfect snogging and Wilchild.

i am an avid fan of the Twilight books saga but the movie was boring! the books are better people! they cut out a whole lot of things and some scenes aren't where they are supposed to be.

then Angus thongs and perfect snogging.it was crap.i mean do girls really go that far just for a guy?

Wildchild was nice.great actually.a just nice movie.

end sidetrack-

gone with the wind.

2008-12-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

hell i'm stressed.over something very unimportant.like packing my bag for the camp?
i made a list twice(and repacked twice) and still i have the feeling that i'm missing something.oh fuck(verb- term used to express anger).
nudge nudge wink wink-

went back to school shopping with mom and wani just now.not for me, but for wani(and she got all Barney stuff. so unfair!).see, she's starting kindergarten next year and i'm so worried for her.so if you guys see me in school next year with an omnipresent worried expression on my face, it would probably because of this.

i myself went head over heels just trying to teach her ABCs.she memorised them yes(like pronouncing r as 'ars' and w as 'wawweyoo') but getting her to write them was tiring.she ran around the house and kept shouting 'nanak! nanak!' and finished my oreo donuts n_n.
wateber-

picture of the day(who else but my heart?)-

her, eating the half burnt pizza that i made that night.

penantian itu satu penyeksaan.

2008-12-20T17:19:00.004+08:00

i.cannot.wait.for.next.week.
why? because i'm gonna be the emcee for Furqan Camp later.

honestly, i'm only posting because i need to reply my tags. :))

tag replies:

to nadhz- i forgot diva.hee nvm, i'll wait for camp ok?
to atiQah- no no!! i love Edward Cullen even more!! ok i'll check your blog in a few.(padehal da berzaman tau n_n )
to nurfa- i'm not saying that Meyer will be the next Rowling.i'm trying to say that Meyer is like Rowling in terms of her success.and ya, Caletti is good.
*kte selamatkn kak tiqah! :)*
to ilah- refer to comment above n_n. oh you miss fareng and you dont miss me?! hmph.
see, i'm very helpful.

picture of the day-

the queen of everything by Deb Caletti

2008-12-17T20:36:00.005+08:00

i'm not gonna blame anyone but ever since dayah slammed me in the saucer incident(no kidding, look at the picture below.okay so dayah isn't in the picture.) my long gone backpain is back for another visit.

it kinda went for a vacation from me for somewhile and now its back.and i can't deny that i didn't have fun in the saucer because i did.being upside down with sand in my jeans, isn't that fun? n_n

had sastera class today at wani's house.it was fun considering we had hotdogs, french fries, popcorn chicken and vico during lessons.it really didn't feel like class.
buat mcm rumah sendiri lah katekan.

and i went to the library.again. XD

and diva, you owe me bubble tea!

presenting my nephew, who just can't live without books.and ya i know its dark, sorry.

midnight sun

2008-12-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

Stephenie Meyer(author of twilight and its sequels) is gonna release five more books(i think) over the period of the next few years.and one of them is gonna be Midnight Sun.its like twilight from Edward Cullen's point of view.
I'M ALL PSYCHED.
i mean, who wouldn't wanna know anything from a very sexy/charming/handsome/ultimately beautiful(and not to mention all things good) vampire's point of view right? right.

anyhoos i've found that Deb Caletti,the author that Fareng recommended me, wasn't that bad after all.similarly close storylines with Sarah Dessen yet there's another edge to it.
and i'm trying to find another good author now.

i have noticed that since Twilight(and its sequels) were out, there are quite a number of other books that are based on vampires.its oddly pathetic like they are trying to be the next Stephenie Meyer.like how Stephenie Meyer kinda became the next J.K Rowling.

and i have also noticed that most of my posts nowadays have been about nothing but books, books and more books. n_n

tag replies: (woo! ribot tagboard!)

to eemah and fareng - woo! thank you! =]
to jakk - i miss you too twin! you know that right? :) yeah twin as always. (smpi skin pon same hmph n_n)

the nature of jade by Deb Caletti

2008-12-15T23:36:00.003+08:00

pathetic, i know i am.i changed my blogskin like what? 3 or 4 times already?

i went to the library today and it feels like my very own sanctuary.finally my reserved books are in for collection.you cannot imagine my joy.

when i was done with the clerk there, a young man(probably korean judging by his accent, but then again...)stepped in front of me swiftly and panickly told the clerk that he lost his laptop.i was all ears and i could have sworn the young man was cursing under his breath silently but loud enough for me to hear.it must have been really hard for him.imagine all the data(maybe even projects or assignments waiting to be handed in)stored in the laptop.i would have cried on the spot if i were him.

and i have nothing more to say about my day.

how i wished that Ken had wone survivor gabon.he's such a sweet guy.and he's cute too.

prp not erp.

2008-12-13T14:55:00.003+08:00

had fun with the girls on Thursday.we celebrated a very advanced birthday for the diva too.

thanks for the great time loves. (:

p/s: my body is still aching from the saucer incident. thanks eh dayah. n_n

boredom strikes

2008-12-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

Eidul Adhaa Mubaarak!
.تقبل الله منا ومنكم

greetings earthlings, it seems like aeons since i updated even though its only been around 6 days.

i'm bored now.i have nothing to do.i'm out of reading materials and i am desperately waiting for my reserved books to arrive at Jurong Regional Library.

anyways, i was half horrified - half traumatised when Fareng bought Breaking Dawn right infront of my naked eyes last Thursday.well i did try to spoil her with the contents of New Moon(she was reading it and judging her reading speed she must be on Eclipse now) to her.she half shouted at me and shut her ears with both her hands.she said that i was traumatising her.it was hugely entertaining in my part, i got to see her traumatised face.

but i'm sad no more.Dad bought me Breaking Dawn two days ago and i'm almost finished reading all of its 754 pages.next thing i know i'll be banging my head on the wall until someone buys me The Host by Stephanie Meyer.

someone called me a total geek for reading all those books.but heck care, he/she doesn't know what he/she has missed in reading.

reading is wonderful don't you think? (:

addict

2008-12-02T20:46:00.006+08:00

from two-hundred to five.
what you ask?
it's my money, morons.like seriously homosapiens i didn't even spend much.just a new bag, a ring, file and stationeries.it's all important stuff.

and oh ya, my mom borrowed a fifty. n______n
(kill kill kill)

Fareng if you are reading this, i think i've turned into a book addict too.i finished 9 books in less than two weeks, and i broke my own record.

i'm done with Twilight, Eclipse and New Moon.only Breaking Dawn left, but i havent bought it yet.no money you see.come on people, contributing at least a twenty to a sweet girl like me won't hurt right? ^_^
eh, and i want The Host too.

i'm also done with most of the books from my favourite author, Sarah Dessen.
Just Listen, Lock and Key, This Lullaby, The Truth About Forever, Someone Like You, That Summer are all done.
only Keeping The Moon and Dreamland left(i just placed a reservation at the online library a minute ago =] ).

i just found out like two minutes ago, Sarah Dessen has a new book out!

out 0609. (:

the show must go on

2008-11-30T22:09:00.004+08:00

tag replies(from the old tagboard)

to hek-jgn imagine pon! =]
to aim-aku benci sumer binatang ah! aku tau aku seorang insan yang zalim.

gee, i don't even know what to say right now but i just felt like blogging.

there will be a meeting tomorrow.two friggin meetings, and no i'm not complaining about it(maybe a bit on the second one).but what the heck the show must go on.no matter what the friggin circumstances are.

i am.............exasperated.
listening to their excuses slash explanations slash definitions slash stupid stories slash bombardments slash unwillingness slash know-it-all's slash so many more.that is like such a turn off.by God, i will be more than happy when all this crap ends.

if only i could say it out loud and not hurt their petty feelings, i will horribly shout it at their horrible faces.and i need to remember to control my temper/emotions(caused by the evil raging hormones) tomorrow.

~~itmawat be damned~~.

just let me screw those people, alive

2008-11-29T22:00:00.003+08:00

I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF HUMANS.
by God, people are driving me insane.i am driving me insane.

just please please please,
get me out of this horrible mess.

my time now

2008-11-27T00:41:00.006+08:00

here i am very early in the morning sipping my double shot white coffee, unable to sleep.i don't usually stay up this late(you might notice that its only 12 midnight++ but this is already late for me).luckily there's no class tomorrow as sir isa will be having a meeting.probably another post-mortem on the lame PSLE results.seriously i kind of hate the MOE right now.

just what in their right minds made them thinking that they should take the aggregates of those students who did not sat for the papers as 87(lowest in singapore, i wonder who?)?? did they not realise that that would have definitely pull down our total average aggregate score? seriously if they were sane, they should have just totalled up the aggregates for those who actually sat for the papers.maybe they had a good motive in doing this.lets think.like trying to close down all islamic instituitions? (mom said that first, which i later chipped in with full force emotions)

i've been labelled, as 'the rockstar sister' by sis atiqah.not that i mind anyways, but it really makes me feel somehow cool.ok so lame i know, but who cares? at least someone thinks that i'm special.i love you kak tiqah!

you know what? i don't feel the holiday spirit in me.well yes, i'm still having classes which i really don't mind about.gives me an excuse to get out of the house.but there's homework! homework during holidays?! just chem and phy for now.two subjects but there's alot to do.i haven't yet count in bio since the classes haven't start yet.and i'm actually considering dropping the subject.i still have sastera right? speaking of the devil, there's sastera homework too! that'd take me days to do! and i don't even know where i put that paper!

i never thought that physics class could be so.........fun!
and the words 'physics' and 'fun' never come in the same sentence.though the new topics are tougher, the class did not even seem tense.not even for one second.instead we were laughing our heads off, including the teacher herself.seriously that rarely happens.usually she'd be the one who would be laughing at us or the other way round.

some very very interesting quotes came up in class too during physics:
-"your class sounds like popcorn! pop! pop!"
mdm aini said that when all of us were talking simultaneously, very noisily of course.

-then when we still would not stop chattering she said,
"mulot class awak ni cam j**o ayam lah!"
upon hearing this we roared with laughter.fattah and me(and probably all the others too) were actually trying to hold back the tears from laughing too hard.
and in response nabilah said this(after she had laughed along),
"j**o tu ape?"
and we roared with laughter again.till the end of class.

it felt really good when we were happy like that.felt like we were just being ourselves without putting any barrier to the world.

ok so this post is kind of mixed up.but who cares anyway? :)
and i still can't sleep 'cause i'm all pumped up with caffeine.crap.

in response to Diva Nadhz,
no i don't blame you darling for starting to adore felines.
because no matter what people say i still hate/dislike/abhor/maybe even slightly allergic to the creatures named cats.
oh i forgot, i kind of dislike any form of living animals.
zoophobic maybe?
no offence animal lovers.

and it is not sinking in that i'm gonna be the EMCEE for the upcoming Furqan Camp.but i'm happy(: .

gone bananas over Robert Pattinson.

2008-11-22T21:17:00.004+08:00

this guy here,
is unbelievably gorgeous.

lets just hope that i'll be patient enough to wait for 18th December.

i am down with fever.someone groans - again? :).well since that, i've been reading and re-reading the 5 most interesting books in my personal library, 2 of which are library books.in total, i have finished all 1931 pages in less than a week.and now, i'm left with nothing much to do.
oh,and somebody needs to remind me to return those library books.i do not want to get fined another 50 bucks again.i need to promise myself to be a good library user.

if i didn't have any classes these holidays, i would have probably be looking for a job.but it really is a good thing though, that i'm having my lessons.it takes my mind of things and i get to refocus myself on my academic potentials.or something like that, even though my procrastinating doesn't help.and the best part is that i get to see my darlings everyday!sweet!

there are a lot of things in my wishlist that are still undone and still unthought of.like to shop, i know i should have done a lot of that by now but nothing seems jovial for me currently

you know what i'd like? to go far far away from this stressful place and end up on a serene island with white sandy beaches, a five-star spa, great food, and lots of extreme activities(like bungee jumping or abseiling and stuff like that).but of course no tan please. :)

fantasising or visualising really doesn't help take the tension away.if only those dreams above were reality.sheesh, life would be a bliss.

till here then, i'm off to re-read my 2nd current favourite book New Moon.

strength together makes us stronger

2008-11-21T01:00:00.005+08:00

don't you people think that we all just look bombastically beautiful together?

(click on image for larger view)

will be posting on the birthday party soon. or would it be more convenient for you to just

click here?
p/s: happy birthday Sufyan(201108) ! whatever it is, i still love you!

platonically of course.

is the end nearing?

2008-11-18T18:26:00.007+08:00

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
~~And you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did~~

tell me,is it wrong to be just a little bit emotional?
isn't it just amazing just how even the most simplest words can express your deepest feelings?

i just can't be alone right now.

tag replies:

to herks-ily too babe.
to kak tiqah-i miss you too! ape nk buat kn? dah sehati sejiwe! =]
to tiks-ily too sister.
to aim and syahidah-can i not do the quiz? currently not in the mood.

next year class's blog preview-4209-muhibbah.blogspot.com
mind you, this blog ain't official yet.

was left nothing, but a legacy.

2008-11-14T15:57:00.014+08:00

the day we all dreaded had come,and passed.
everyone was in an emotional roller coaster.

so i tried to calm myself down by taking pictures of the class and its occupants.this is officially our last day as SECONDARY 3/2 2008 and i wanted to make the most of it.i went snapping memorable and cherished photographs all around.eventually Jannahh and Muhammad joined in.the photo above is legal prove!

then after much anticipation,
at 9 am (+/- a few minutes) Sir Isa arrived with our record books piled in his arms.he started it off by giving a talk on something that i didn't quite remember,because i was too emotional as usual.then he started to distribute.
he called my name and i proceeded to receive my results.

i didn't even open the damned book,even after everybody else has.i told Zakiah to check it for me.and she happily said that i passed and was promoted to sec 4.a wave of relief hit me and instantly i began to get emotional(nothing out of the ordinary there.)

well,this loved class of 20 won't be the same anymore.someone had left us and we all pray the best for you.

for more 3208 last day pictures, please proceed to:
three-2-zero8.blogspot.com

to Farhan-
it's ok,i'm sure you have already tried your very best.it doesn't matter if you didn't succeed this time because out there, there are many other opportunities that you can grasp and hold on to.
i remember that you made me cheered up when i was stressed(hari ni hari pe ah?).you were like a brother figure to me and i will miss you now.
i am sorry if there were any unintentional(or intentional) mistakes that i did to you.and i am very very thankful and grateful for everything that you did for me.
be strong brother,i will always be here praying for you.awk ingt tau pe kte ckp,buat solat hajat ngn istikharah bnyk2.cnfrm mujarab pnye. kn kn? (:

may Allah gently guide you-and He will do rest.

nnti awk tkde da tkde org nk blanje kte naek taxi lgi )): cehh -____-"

to sum it all up,
just plain congratulations to all human beings.

NOVEMBER BABIES-

101108
to the soon to be reporter who owns the most extravagant face expressions ever,
i love you Nurul Jannahh

111108
to the soon to be accountant who never stops talking(except for when she sleeps),
i love you Siti Nabilah

201108
to the most irritating person in my life and yet he never fails to make me smile,
i ~~hate~~love you Muhd Sufyan Useri

271108
to a great friend even though we're not in the same class,
i love you Nurul Hidayah

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY(s)!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

aww look my babies are all grown up. lol

worth the fight.

2008-11-13T18:54:00.001+08:00

read and start to detest.

screw it.

you are my life.

2008-11-12T18:54:00.006+08:00

just one word,

OBSESSED.

yes humans,

that is my desktop background.look in close and you will see what i wrote in the notes section.anyone up for it?

i purchased the book yesterday mainly because i say the frontcover picture was gorgeous.it was later that i realised that it was the saga series Twilight.

cool,i thought.i read it and and haven't been able to put it down since.i'm into my second round of the reading.it just pleases me when i read.i feel like i'm right there watching the characters living their lives.

and now i'm saving to purchase the entire series.

Twilight[done!], New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.

that was all that i wanted to talk about.

bullshit.

drippin wet

2008-11-10T19:22:00.004+08:00

End Of Year excursion 2008.

Horticulture Park.

no more pain in the ass.

2008-11-06T20:32:00.005+08:00

oh look the train we took today had no seats!
allow me to say this for the last time this year ; BIO SUCKS!
there i feel much better.exams has ended people! yippee! lets go jolly-jolly!

but somehow it does feel weird that exams has ended.i'm used to studying straight when i get home from school and now i just laze around the house doing nothing.i am happy though,emphasise on that please.now i have all the time in the world.i can watch my favourite korean dramas,read those library novels,hunt down all of Sarah Dessen books,go shopping and the list goes forever.

ah the meetings are back on,full force.had Nadi Furqan meeting tofay at kfc.i was appointed as head of logistics.then we proceeded to talk about the upcoming Furqan Camp,the one organised for next year's freshies and maybe some of the juniors.i'll just pray that we will be able to get it right on time.we only have till next week to inform mudir,send in the proposal,fund collecting bla bla yakkity yak.hardwork always pays off =]] .

i miss my 19 (20 including myself) darlings so much.i miss us crapping in class.i miss us eating breakfast in class.i miss everything about us in class.

sisterhood of the travelling hijab =]

2008-11-04T15:43:00.007+08:00

Nadhzryna darling,you gotta get well.it just doesn't seem like 3/2 without you.

da la 20 org je (tanpamu 19 ah) abe kat hall buat exam cam anak2 terbiar.

we need you cause strength together is stronger right?

darling,
just remember that this is like a test from Allah.you gotta fight this strong and keep holding on.cause you know you'll make it through.and when you find things hard you know i'm there for you.you know we're there for you.just like aisy has said it's always easier said than done,but this is the least that i can do for you.yet my prayers will always be with you.

because i all love you. (sounds cheesy but it's true!)
uhibbuki fillah,abadan abadaa.

Syahidah,you gotta get well too darling.
even though this is the first time you're not in the same class as i am,i love you too.

it feels kind of different when i arrive at school and not see you memorising your heads off.famous for your hi-5 slap in the back,you are one strong person.my prayers for you are never ending.

cepatlah dtg skolah jadi kite tk last minute meeting psl Furqan Camp ok?=]
uhibbuki fillah,abadan abadaa.

Live every second
Love everyday
Laugh every chance you get
That is what i pray
Because you are someone special
And you deserve the best
Let Allah gently guide you
And He will do the rest.

ok i admit,this is one emotional post.

i need to get a job quick.my savings are going through extreme constant deceleration!!!

i need motivation not discrimination.

2008-11-03T14:03:00.002+08:00

oh dear God,i think i'm gonna fail my Tauhid paper.wait, i AM gonna fail my Tauhid paper.shucks.

and yes i do agree with myself that it is my fault.i did not memorise anything,only bits and pieces of it were remembered which didot even make up 0.0001% of my brainpower.i am such a bad ass.then had BM2 which made my already half decent day into a doomsday.it wasn't hard actually but i forgot one peribahasa, which sucked.so i asked my babes in the hall for the answer,thanks girls.as soon as paper finished,i rushed to find sufyan and asked him for the right answer.he was kind of the peribahasa master in the class.
God,i cheated in my papers.

well 5 more papers and i'm free to rock and roll.i just can't wait for science papers to be over.that and a load will be taken off my shoulders.

something amazing happened today.no i did not just become a millionaire, even though that would be a bliss.but it was still amazing.
ok so jakk, kak murni, kak radh and me were at the train platform waiting to board it.then we saw kak jam, kak tiqah and kak marizzah in the train.i think i was the last to realise that.the door opened and we hugged in front of the train door.the train passengers were staring at us.ok so we missed the train and took the next one,but that was after a good long chats and loads of hugs.yes,i miss pre-u 2 08.they are simply the best.

Nahu and Physics2 tomorrow.someone shoot me dead please.

Happy Halloween zombies!

2008-10-31T15:52:00.005+08:00

an overwhelming sense of regret usually never helps.it only helps when you actually try doing something to really change.you see,temptation may sometimes succeed.but we know that we are much more stronger than that.and yet we still give in.

you can really discover a lot of things when you take the bus,or any kind of vehicle in this case.i took the bus home today and took the seat at the very back of the bus.and suddenly the air conditioner above me started to leak,and it kept dripping throughout my ride.i looked up at it for almost the whole ride,fascinated perhaps.seriously,doesn't the bus captain check the bus thoroughly everytime before he drives?

then there's the other passengers.the way they dress sometimes tickles my funny bone.some dress to impress,some dress like they were from the past decade,some just don't dress enough(you know what i mean),some dress with sizes that were probably theirs when they were kids.there was this guy just now,the typical malay mat.his cap was fastened too small for his head so that it looked like a bird perched on top of his head.his jeans was total fashion hell.it looked like it belonged to his baby brother,it was hanging above his ankles.

gazing out the window i saw two little kids dressed like punk skater boys,carrying their skateboards along.the thing is they were real tiny and heavy bling was hanging around their necks.this is ridiculous.they were barely in the puberty stage and they were already acting like they were too cool for school.sometimes when i see kids like them i'd wonder what they would be like when they grow up.

ok i have to admit that i think about the strangest things sometimes.but i have always thought that the power of thinking is a blessing.just imagine if people can't think.life would really bore the shit out of me.

lastly a very happy 27th birthday to the most hottest rythm guitarist in the world,

Frank Iero of My Chemical Romance.

Happy Halloween too. =]

zombified

2008-10-30T17:42:00.003+08:00

come to think of it,i need to smile more.particularly because someone said that i freak him/her(figure it out)out when i'm stressed/screwed/pissed off.well,just endure with me. =]

gee,maybe i've turned into a zombie after all this while?that sounds kinda sexy.dark eyes,broody attitude.emo much.see,talking crap makes me crappier.

i should be happy,shouldn't i? exams are coming to an end soon and i should be jumping for joy about it.just 8 more papers and i'll be free from all this mess.

8 sounds like a gigantic number but just pray for me that it'll be a breeze.

ps: chemistry really sucked just now.

i am slacking even when i'm not supposed to.

salsa cheese.

2008-10-26T23:52:00.003+08:00

hello gorgeous people.

it seems to early to sleep so i decided to post.nothing much has happened these days,except for mugging and non-stop revising.

exam mode means as if its the end of your life.when its over'it feels like you have just been given a new life,new space to live,new air to breathe. picked it up from utt's blog

finally wani came over.i missed her so much.she never fails to bring a smile upon my face.plus,check out her hairdo.kind of cool huh? =]

another thing that made me happy,mom made fried ice cream!(ice cream goreng) =]]

so yesterday i went mugging with jakk at Jurong Regional Library.had lunch beforehand at LJs,and i finally satisfied my craving of the salsa cheese.

WEBCAM.

words

2008-10-24T18:57:00.002+08:00

I am alone,
so very alone

I hurt,
so very bad

I am ignored,
just thrown aside

I am security,
for others to have

I am lonely,
there is no one close,
no one sees the pain

I cry,
hope is gone

I am alone,
and no one knows

start

2008-10-23T01:01:00.004+08:00

timecheck 1.02 am , and i just woke up.
you see,i slept at 8+ just now without even realising it.

since its already the morning of Thursday 23rd of october,this means that the Final Year Examinations starts today!
realising this(which i should have done a long time ago),i still have many many subjects to go through.i am so not ready for all this.

it will be much more crucial this time,the results will determine whether i will be able to further my studies to secondary 4 level.in other words,whether i will be able to take my O level next year.
sheesh,even saying it makes me have chills.
O level,O level,O level,O level,Olevel,O level,O level,O level,O level,O level,
crapping donkeys.

so today,i will be sitting for my BM1 and Eng1.i am so not looking forward to it.writting crappy stories in the freezing hall,especially for BM.my Malay wrting sucks.and lets just pray that the given topics are gonna be a piece of chocolate fudge cake.

oh my!oh my!
why must it come during the exams?it is such a nuisance to be bothering about it all the time.

timecheck 1.18 am , and i am memorising Hadith.
1 more Hadith to go! JiaYou!

sidetrack,
i am surprised at how things can change over even the shortest period of time.

in the doldrums.

2008-10-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

i admit,i have been feeling down lately.depressed i would say.i can cry for up to days at times or maybe just shut myself off from the world.

and lately,i can feel nothing except for being in the dolddrums and extremely lethargic.i hate it when everybody making stupid meaningless jokes.i hate it when everybody is laughing at something which is actually important.i hate it when everbody playing games.i hate it when i have to keep it all in.i hate it when people just don't listen.i hate it when people don't acknowledge.

i miss the old me.i know its hiding deep inside of me somewhere.i miss the happy cheerful gay smiling me.i have drowned myself into my own sorrows and now it seems too hard to get out.

obviously i need someone to pull me out of this mess.to put things in a sexier way,i'm a big hot mess.

i feel like i'm in the middle of the field filled from end to end with debris.but its the kind of debris where your feet get stuck in and you cant get out.i seriously need a crane to lift me out,a real strong one.

but it's really funny because when i close my eyes,all i see is that someone that i hardly know.it bothers me and yet it still soothes me.

what?

2008-10-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

I'MMA GO RANDOM TODAY.

1)some people are just plain selfish.they only think about themselves and not about others.have you ever wondered if you are wasting other people's time when you keep on insisting on attaining all your heart desires?or maybe you would force someone to wait for you,when that someone could have went off early and actually do something useful?if not,you would change plans at the very last minute.do you even consider the other party's feelings when you do that?you might have ruined the other party's plans for the rest of the day.the least you could do was to tell the other party earlier right?like at least the night before?
try to think about it like this,would you like someone to this to you?

2)people who do not or sometimes never listen to others should read the book JUST LISTEN by SARAH DESSEN.it states that even the tiniest things in life should be appreciated.and also that we need to listen more to understand.
in other words,noise is a bliss.imagine a world without noise,that would be creepy.now imagine a world where only silence exist.

but sometimes,when you come to think of it noise is so much better than silence.at least with noise,you will be able to know what is going on.but with silence,we never know.silence is just so freaking loud.

3)life is unfair,that is what people always say.but come to think of it,life is a perfect bliss.if life is unfair then you wouldn't be alive now.you should have killed yourself ages ago.

4)"i would like to go back in time and change everything in the past"
have you ever used this phrase?it seems like everone has.but if this was possible and you did eliminate everything from your past,then you wouldn't be here now reading this post.everything happens for a reason.and all that we have been through has made us into what we are today.
and i think the correct phrase should be
"forget about the past,focus on the present for it will determine your future."

I TOLD YOU I WAS GOING RANDOM.
this is all i can think of right now,i might add on some other time.

2008-10-17T21:27:00.003+08:00

click here for MWTI sec 3 end of year quranic verse.

and don't forget to press play.

fun with 3208.

2008-10-13T18:33:00.006+08:00

this might just be the most fun i've had this past few days.an eid outing with the class just makes our bond grow stronger and our love stretch deeper.

so first stop,some of us girls headed to Fareng's house.how i miss her.

i was also terrified at her house,because of the huge cat Gemok.

at one time Gemok ran out of the room.nadhz and me were screaming hysteriously,bringing our legs up to the sofa.a few minutes later,our legs were still up with our mouths hanging open (imagine that)even though Gemok was not there.i guess we were still in shock.

i miss her =]

Diva Exsdare.

we made a pact with the guys and the other group of girls to meet at Sir Isa's house in the evening.
it was lovely there.

i love you Muhammad bin Ahmad Dahlan =]]

with Nurul Izzah bte Isa.

the guys of 3208,Fattah missing.

the girls of 3208.

a class of love.

later on the guys and some of us girls,including me of course,headed to Ustazah Saodah's house at Toa Payoh.we then met some of our juniors there.

2008-10-09T20:57:00.001+08:00

happy 15th birthday dear

Shaakira Kamaludin.
even though you are far from me,i miss you.and i especially miss your laughter. =]

kilat dalam kilau , kabus dalam hujan.

2008-10-08T17:10:00.002+08:00

today,i went back home with a huge smile stuck on my face.
thank you for making my day.

for more information please log on to lu-relax-one-corner-sua.com.org

against all odds.

2008-10-05T20:00:00.005+08:00

friggin hell,i am not able to download any more blogskins.i accidentally deleted a file and all went haywire.now i have to make my own blogskins,like the one i'm using now.

ok so right now i'm waiting for my mom's friends to come visiting.

seriously,
i need to start mugging.exams are like less than 3 weeks away.
i am scared.i am worried.i am sad.i am confused.and i seriously need to pass.
16 subjects,17 papers.(eh?)
sheesh,i can't wait for exams to end.(even though they haven't even started)

i miss eating chee cheong fun. =[

Eid Mubarak.

2008-10-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

Saya Amira Syafiqah ingin mengucapkan pada semua umat islam,

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

dan saya juga ingin menyusun sepuluh jari untuk memohon maaf sekiranya ada perbuatan yang disengajakan atau tidak,terkasar atau sengaja dikasarkan.

kawan-kawan yang saya tak sempat nak msg kalau da baca kat blog ni kire ok ehk?

sori aisy,aku copy msg kau.
kerana sesunggouhnya aku tak pandai nak mengarang. =]]

2nd day;

budak tak tau malu =]

PINK -___-"

inilah abang saye yang kental gile badak baboon.
seriously no joke.

total breakdown.

2008-09-23T17:17:00.004+08:00

i don't think i'll be updating this blog as often as i should.

that's because i'm overly exhausted.

lacking of sleep,stressed out and much more.

therapy?

shopping!

and you =]

and to you ,
thanks for the concern i appreciate it very much.

EOY.Thurs 23/10 : BM 1 -English 1 Fri 24/10 : Hadith -Maths 1Mon 27/10 : Insyak 1 - English 2Wed 29/10 : Tafsir - Maths 2Thurs 30/10 : Fiqh - Chemistry 3Fri 1/11 : Insyak 2 - Sejarah IslamMon 4/11 : Tauhid - BM 2Tues 5/11 : Nahu - Physics 2Wed 6/11 : Faraidh - Science 1

Biology and Sastera not included,yet.

MWTI iftar 08.

2008-09-21T19:54:00.004+08:00

yesterday,the 20th of september,

an iftar for the students,teachers and alumnis of MWTI was held.

proudly brought to you by a collaboration of Itmawat's UID and Nadi Furqan.

i didn't get to take much pictures because i was much too busy running around and worrying about things.even though my initial job was to usher,i ended up being all three usher,fnb and logistics.but heck i didn't mind anyways.
so here is all i've got.

i made this! seriously last minute work.

Maghrib.
look closely and you'll spot something. =]]

Coffee Bean,thank you Hassan!
aku doakan kau bahagie dunie akhirat. =]]

BANAAT:

mission:to kill the coakroach.

spot the coakroach.

Adi Rusyaidi,cleaner islam:

thank you people for making this event a successful one.
i love you all.

haha,org tu tk dpt sabo kite! =]]

happy birthday.

2008-09-17T21:33:00.004+08:00

today,

three people whom i love very much celebrate their birthday.

to my one and only Mother,

happy birthday and may Allah bless you with all things good.

just know that i love you forever.

next to my lovely senior,Rifdi.

congrats on turning 18 =]

just a few months back,we barely knew each other.

i only knew you as the head prefect,

but things changed when we kind of worked together during the Ibadah Challenge 08 lilbanaat.

best kan kite pegi ntuc,abe kene angkat ayam sumer? =]]

may Allah bless you and may you pass your exams beautifully.

good luck for your A levels!

thirdly to my classmate Afifah Amran.

sorry but i don't have a picture of you.

happy 15th,

may Allah bless you and may our friendship last long.

and also to my next door neighbour Syukri,
happy 18th or maybe 19th birthday yesterday.
hey! you share the same birthdate with Lee Kuan Yew! =]]

RYC community service and committee iftar.

2008-09-16T19:58:00.005+08:00

Ramadhan Youth Challenge;community service.

14 september 2008

Masjid Jamiyah Ar-rabitah.

adi missing.

jafni and farhan.mcm nk gado kn? hehs,

committee.

Nurul Zahirah Zainor and Hafi Zainor.

din and hafi browsing the menu for the committee's iftar.

group game.

inilah faisal. =]]

RYC committee.

RYC committee and participants.

15 september 2008.
RYC committee iftar at Makmur Restaurant.
it was such a pity that some of the committee didn't come.but still we enjoyed the food very much and had lots of fun. =]]

Eunos mrt.

assolatu khairu minan ~~naum~~ akl =]]

maakciks. =]

senior ladies.

the guys.

us =]]

the food.

mango pudding-before.

mango pudding-after

done by udin and others.

totally gross and disgusting.

pukol **** malam.

THANK YOU FAISAL!

pasta bolognese =]]

2008-09-13T14:50:00.002+08:00

dayah didn't come for tuition today so i studied alone.i asked for kak iffah's opinion on whether i shold drop Biology.since she took pure physics pure chem and pure bio for her O's,she gave me the different options and paths i could choose if i either drop bio or vice versa.

finally she told me take bio for the EOY's first before deciding.and that i should deliberate a like billion times first.

so,
today i became a domestic goddess.i cooked 2 main courses for break fast.fried rice and pasta bolognese extra cheesy.yes little purple guy,i can cook ok!

i just realised that the EOY's are drawing nearer.i am so screwed.i haven't revise most of my subjects and i haven't finish memorising my verse of The Holy Quran;only 2 more pages!

and i haven't finish making my notes,especially physics and sejarah.

HAHAHA! laugh your asses off , sucka.

uncle saved my day again.

2008-09-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

sesunggohnya hari ni pon saye naek taxi pegi skola.
cerite same mcm smalam.
fare pon $15.

BODOH PUNYE BUS DRIVER!

inni saa'im!

thank you uncle,you saved my day. =]]

2008-09-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

for the first time in my life,i had to take a cab to school.

mind you,i was not late.i was at the bus stop at 5.57 am sharp.i waited till 6.25,still there was no bus.i was awfully darn late by then.finally at around 6.35 the bus came.

if i took the mrt at that time,i would reach school at 7.40++.i would've missed the morning do'as and pledge[not as if i mind,it's real hot standing there].so i got off at the busiest stop and searched high and low for a cab.i actually had to run up and down the street to get one.

i got one and told the uncle how to get to Sims ave.he just smiled yet i kept on talking and explaining.i kept saying "make it fast ah uncle!".

i only checked if i had money when we arrived in front of the school gate.the fare was unbelievingly $15!i paid the fare and got off.thank god i was early!

tu aje cerite ari ni. -__-"

Ramadhan Youth Camp 2008.

2008-09-07T19:56:00.007+08:00

RYC 2008.

6-7 SEPTEMBER.

MWTI and Jamiyah Ar-Rabitah.

i am extremely exhausted but wonderfully happy with its outcome.even though some of the participants from Rabitah were quite scary looking,it turned out ok.

programmers.

a group doing their activity.

us,the commitees.

adi and din.

the commitees had some sort of a meeting when the participants had an activity.then suddenly Jafni carried a huge box,which turned out to be a birthday cake for Zakiah and myself.

thanks lovelies!=]

Amira Syafiqah and Siti Zakiah.

giving an appreciation to all involved.

jak and me trying to feed syahidah the cake at one go. =]

hafi and me,who's taller?me!
hope i cheered you up hafi =]
walaupon kau tk suke atau marah,pade aku kau akan tetap menjadi hobbit ku yg cute,kelaka dan loveable.amaciam? ^__^

thank you hadi for carrying the cake.=]

thank you jafni ,my ITMAWAT president,for everything .

thank you nisa,aim and khairi for the Barney.

Jafni and Faisal ate the cake and then hibernated.

zakiah,yee,nadhz,dila.

hafi,adi and udin.can't see udin?he's under those bags.

closing ceremony at Assyakirin.

thank you aim and khairi for singing Happy Birthday to me.
thank you farhan for the taxi ride home.

uhibbukum fillah abadan abadaa.

14th September,
community service,
9.30am at Jamiyah Ar-Rabitah.

I AM TIRED.

the Engs

2008-09-05T08:05:00.007+08:00

Siti Zakiah,mummy,Amira Syafiqah.

Keng,mummy,Qeng.

Amira Syafiqah:3.38pm
Siti Zakiah:11++pm
yes,we do have the same birthdate.

since i won't be at home during the weekends,i guess i better do this now.

the 6th of september
turning fifteen
a year nearer to death i suppose

i thank Allah for bringing me this far.
being able to overcome all the obstacles in life,
able to have a chance to see how beautiful life is,
able to be what i have become,
just able to survive;in the name of Allah.

i thank Allah for all that i have
family friends even the enemies
for they have helped made me stronger,
to get a grip in life,
to be in the state of euphoria.

i endlessly thank my parents
for bringing me into this world
for giving me life
for giving me a chance to live
for always loving me

a day to celebrate?
a day to reflect
on what i have done all this while
realise my mistakes
and try to be the best

also on the 7th of september,
happy 15th to my dear old friend
Siti Asmah Thabar =]

may Allah gently guide us,
and He will do the rest.

potatoes!

2008-09-03T15:16:00.004+08:00

in memories of the AMP seminar[done by Nurul Syahidah]

whoever knew that peeling and cutting up potatoes could be so exhausting?i just peeled and cut 2 huge bags of them and my hands now smell all starchy.

the three days of biology classes have ended,finally.i can honestly say that this is the first times that i have paid full attention.and i also discovered that i am a universal donor and i am the most likely the fastest to die!

when i arrived at school yesterday morning,i saw a whole bunch of Arabiah and Irsyad students there.my first thought was that they were lost.but then i realised that they were taking their STEs.

this is highly confusing.MWTI students are not taking STE yet those other schools are taking it here?how come they are not taking it at their own schools?really,its kind of pathetic actually.

i can't wait for the RYC camp this weekend.apart from personal reasons,i am positively sure that it will be lots of fun.also,this will be the first time i am going to celebrate my birthday not at home.HAHA!

seriously,i don't know what to post about right now.

lets celebrate my 200th post!

RYC. =]

2008-09-01T23:18:00.003+08:00

camp-qiyam at MWTI/Jamiyah Ar-Rabitah mosque.
6-7 september.
$10 fees.
meeting point at MWTI.

for more details do contact me. =]

selamat berpuase.=]

thank you daddy

2008-09-01T20:06:00.007+08:00

haha!like finally i am able to get back into the cyberworld!my old pc got jammed and stuck.and i told daddy that i needed a new one.after much persuasion he agreed to buy me a laptop for my birthday(this saturday). thank you daddy i love you.

the new UID.

on the 29th of august,MWTI celebrated teachers day.it was all fun and laughter.though there were some setbacks and tearjerkers,everything went on smoothly.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY SIR ISA!

sec 3/2 2008. someone is missing,there should be 20 people.
zahidah preparing the present.
sir isa with the present.
our table.see jazli and sufyan wearing the yellow ribbons? cute!
fattah makan ayam.

after the celebrations and solat jumaat,some of us rushed to AMP building at pasir ris for the 'Career Exploration Day' seminar.the talks were quite interesting;covering topics on Early Childhood,Counselling and Islamic Banking.

the professionals.
us;purple nation.
did i mention that udin stole the last few pieces of brownies from the organisers?sneaky

eh eh! ade hantu!

look at udin!

nenek and datok spoiled the picture.

happy 19th birthday to kak murni!
may Allah bless you and all good be with you!

hello Ramadhan!hello September!
my two most favourite times in the whole wide world! =]

and yet the heart still beats.

2008-08-21T22:56:00.004+08:00

i am crushed.
i am sad.
i am being more than emotional.

the brain has stop functioning.
the heart won't stop racing.
but can the tears stop pouring?

worst still,
i do not have a reason why it all happened.
out of a sudden,out of the blue.

people are leaving,people are changing.
none will ever come back.
here it remains,the most undescribable feeling in the whole wide world.

will the heart forever ache?

how i wish i can be those people who can just run to their parents and talk to them.just talk to them,about almost anything in the world.don't say that i never tried,because i did.and i was left still hurting.

don't say that you understand though.because others will never truly understand except for the person itself.

sometimes,just sometimes,life really sucks.